Saturday, September 2, 2023

Jeff Bagato, excerpts from If You’re There

Grind 2, image by Jeff Bagato

 

excerpts from If You’re There
 
 
wait for it
 
ancient gel words
       unmold center
     coherence lack
 
      words made sensitive to atmosphere
              they decay
                       on contact
                 having lost tongue
 
     baby coo spittle
              wee wah
         nonagon clip cluster
 
         wait your hack
 
              wait for it
 
       tell a story or time
 
             fresh time repack
 
gel along.    a tonic
       a prophylactic medium
         against the decay of thought
 
     that thought thinks back
                    time
    fresh illusion
 
          wait your illusion
 
                 wait your decay
            wait for it
 
               repack tongue
                   repack story
 
             wait.           wait
 
                nolo
 
                   wait for it
 
 
A Take Piece
 
take tooking
    a window look
          treacher
                fellow nud
 
gabble lack dignity chosen for speed
got speed got hollow got craft
another
        look there
 
    another felt piece
        a take piece
 
finger loan pap later
of course.        a diction
 
dictated under desk pass
blown across loosely
one marble rolls
            toward another
 
     another looking
 
         another look
 
 
lapse loss
 
short circuit trails
        leaps loops
 
    a lazy moon.  a regular
            not this moon
 
another one we’ve
         seen before
 
      time doesn’t mean security
 
   lapse          loss
 
            lopes
 
 a rare one,
              jackalope or
 
                     snipe
 
 
the bucket).
 
huge difference in strength
           of his ult between
           solo queue and organized team
 
the comets disguise
 
frame rate drops & stuttering
 
this time it’s solid
 
     nobody remembers those parts
 
            be major.
 
 
don’t know
 
this where
a fife might scream
leading bakes locked against tides
loss. pitch dark
sacred albumen
 
a toad licked
          living outside time
 
don’t know
 
         climb the beast
              heart back beat to beat
 
talon affiliate
             doom angel
        class align
 
               don’t know
 
 
sell it again
 
     where emergency clever
 
         hoop rate
                    nylon gallon
 
         tick on test
 
daylight another gleam to sip trip
            asking as if
 
                 dolor nag
 
     amygdala honesty trips over
 
     silly skills lean below
               tried mast
                  taller feature
 
     waste ground
             fant oblate fine mini quest
 
        allst    uck
           in the wrong places
 
 
gravity oblate
 
         gravity oblate bane
                  clay gash
                              apprentice
              whist anon clag stalling
                                    (stall)
 
        jersey bats / black as night
                  cast  / about
               fears
 
         talks too long
                  wide        between (words)
 
              but there
 
        in the holes
 
                            silence
 
 
paste gainsays leverage rewind
 
     maxi much blath
             told which way
         nat panner
 
              tan axe late pummel
     wax and will and
              make available
 
hoosegow placate myst
            tack doll feld piece
 
wheats bone tindle
             line on prone
 
reason mix fester band along
                folt nasty
 
       get back
              get back
 
   get back
 
 
Let’s go to the liquor store and go back to the hotel
 
Naze tin lik
prosit treatise melt fallow
 
it’s so it’s
      like that
   when we
                dream later
 
      foot tell
        lot bin
      loot fell
 
Shipment fetter past docket
nod cot lost tonsil marker
tray pape mesh fin pole
 
dest ot jab lok
olaf skin tot
 
naddles
                shogar
    trocar
                    plath
 
bost hallow fot paid
 
     no bonus
                no tree
         no there
 
      no chattel
          no there
 
 
What Say
 
     see this say this
     this say here
                     that say there
 
     wait
          this say can say
               this say can wait
 
          have it out
                 say it out
 
     you see this say
             you out this say
        out out this say
 
     not yet
             wait
       yet this wait is
 
     when I say this
                say this
                   this
                      this wait
 
     can this wait?
 
            on this
                 the say is on
 
     what say is this
 
                 what said to say
                         this saying, said
                      and what said
                                 saying
 
     this way to say this saying,
            so said
 
                 so say
 
                     this way of saying
 
     this wait can say
 
             this wait can make
                         new saying
          said this wait
 
                  saying what
 
             this
 
     saying what can be said
                   on this
                         to this
                             of this
                                 for this
 
                all this about
                    all this for
                        all this to
                            all this on
 
     saying about saying
                        this saying
               can be said
                        to say
                                  this
     
 
—Jeff Bagato

Wednesday, August 2, 2023

Miron Tee, Antimodel Asemic


Miron Tee
Antimodel Asemic 


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Sunday, July 2, 2023

Michael Mc Aloran, …


No. 62/ acrylic on un-primed canvas/ 80 x 100cm/ 2023


(…as pierce edge blind colour fissure electrolight burnt time nothing of (the …) matter of once was closure emblem ever of (the …) steps nothing taken from nor given across the steel surfaces of forgotten love where of till drift dim a circumferent of bloodless feel blood what zero close of closure wind electro-convulsive nights & (the…)/ long sung long whisper/s there of the once long dredge of rip flesh bestial escapade of shit terse an approximation certitude poise before given razor-shaft sharpened incision into/ womb echo trace of never once strip(ped) of ship a barbarous kiss of insectal life throughout where of where one can merely matter & no more/ that was the voice that crashed cyclindrical echo-din dim the shadow that collect/s silent as was once long cast prevaricate spit in (the… )/ lack laughter-breath(e) it seasonal collapse as of singular extent a degree of flesh of nothing from which a poise a splendour-light wither/ singularly fingers to drag through night’s absolute devour leave of leave perhaps the stricken screaming frame dead what once as of (the… ) words that once sustainted…)

by degrees/ by fathom purchase lock of bone of jaw of eye usurped a dead tone fragrance neither syllabus merely a vibration blood to spillage thrash of cold carcass loveless drag tone kick of screaming of throughout where kick=stone breath spat out/ desire of hench yet ever the following man given to shovel up the shit left trailing behind/eyes that once forever in the gleam of which by which cascade a random axe a trace of lifeless ice-born night/less blessed the yes of steel till know/ all dead once it murmurs in the midst of singular for once (the …) laughter ceased as bones picked clean a vermin sabotage of colour/ings a drift of decay throughout concrete caress ever of the desire for untold sudden lapse of fallen neither of the before/as

steel glint tread oxidate of flesh carcass-blind-as

night’s limbs bound ochre-blood-taint much like shit

shadowfall desire for the once that never was nor…

flicks a cigarette end into the face of one’s once love

fingers reach to ocular forgotten

winter leaves

black ice white sheet of ice white sheet amber distance

null of entity

skull white

helm of spinal exigency a film of dread cold sweat null

temperate as…

haven nothing of from out of which

(the screen melts away reveal of darkness utterance)

swarm

(…a seasonal dismay/ a wasteland/ a broken jaw/ tearing out one’s teeth…)

black helm across which was giveth traceless colours never of from spill of accordionic polka of despair through grit of bone upon bone as circus eyes turn to phlegm spat from helm of gaping would desire’s edge further furthering where from headless abandon warp shadow tint flay upon cold whitewashed wall in the half-light as nothing have of begun trace electrical solar dead once forgotten ever question breath once know eye once known & all that ever of throughout in in-between spits out orchid ice burned black as meat cannot disposition swarm it close of breakage as laughter bellow belonging nothing null nor void some silence embers collapse not 1

—Michael Mc Aloran

Friday, June 2, 2023

Nathan Anderson, Alligator, Animal, Stride, Carrion, Concrete, Automotive, Lithograph

Cosmology as Birds #3, image by Nathen Anderson


Alligator Movement


                                             shut down//
 
leave taken//
 
 
 
                                     [music as it's meant to be[[[[[[[[[[[
 
 
 
                seen in the same =t=i=m=e=
 
 
 
               a rundown and a collision
 
 
 
CATAPULT
CATALYST
 
 
 
                                                               SHAPING
                                                               SHAPING
 
 
 
                     pray beneath the awning
 
 
                                  
                                     1...
                                     2...
                                     3...
                                     4...
                                     5...
                                     0
                                     0
                                     0
                                     0

Appear as Animal
 
 
                                                     th
                                                     //is
                                                     la//k
                                                     ///////e
                                                     //ho////
                                                     u///se////
                                                     i/////////////
                                                     ////s//////////
                                                     dis//t/////////
                                                     u///////////r////
                                                     b/////i///////////g
 
 
 
DON'T YOU THINK?
KNIHT UOY T'NOD
 
 
 
                                       :::::::::::::::::radio silence:
                                 ::::::::::::::::::::radio glimmer:
 
 
 
 
                        [superior this this name]
                        ]liable as[
 
 
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[SHAPE[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
 
 
 
                                       'her eyes dart 'round'
 
 
 
only
only
:
:
:
:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Breaking Stride (thought abrasion)
 
 
asthoughasthoughasthoughasthoughasthough
asthoughasthoughasthoughasthoughasthough
asthoughasthoughasthoughasthoughasthough
asthoughasthouhgasthoughasthoughasthough
asthoughasthoughasthoughasthoughasthough
 
 
...
...
...
...
 
###########################################
#########################################
######################################
################################
#########################
##################
 
 
WAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
 
                                          time to go
                                          time to get up
                                          time to waste time
                                          time to time the wasting of time
 
 
 
                leg over
                the bannister
 
 
 
 
 
i forgot more than that
i forgot more than that
i forgot more than that
i forgot more than that
 
 
 
WAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Carrion Abstract = Doldrums
 
 
                                         this level has//
 
//fallen
 
 
                              //off
 
 
 
 
                              tp
                              of
                              th
                              fn
                              gr
                              bl
                              ds
 
 
                          
 
 
shushushushushushushushushushushushu
 
 
                             
                             lt
                             l
                             n
                            th
                            ml
                            dr
                            tc
                            sd
 
 
 
calypso//                                //music
plays//            the//                     //tune
 
 
 
 
THAT
STONE
BELONGS
IN
A
BASKET
.
 

Concrete Alleviation             

 
 
                                        (H)ammer
                                        (T)one
                                        (H)ammer
                                        (T)one
 
 
 
..................................
.                                .
.                                .
.                                .
.                                .
..................................
 
 
                                     a peaceful morning in the...
 
 
SHAKEDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
 
 
                            [left][foot]
                                   #
                                   #
                                   #
                                   #
                                   #
                                   #
 
 
 
of all the things awakened by the
smoke in the ear canal
the worst by far was the mouse
within the walls
within the streets
within the synapse
and the shredding
 
 
                                  
 
 
                                       why does [IT] taste so
                                                   
 
{{{{{{{{{{{good
 
 
Extravagance Made Automotive
 
 
                  collectively
 
 
/////////////////////////////////////slapped??????????
[not in the form]
 
 
                                    

                                               COMPRESSED


THIS
AND
THIS
AND
THIS

 

                                                                      ornamental
                                                                      and abstract
                            as the
                            crocodile
 
 
 
 
and the emblem
 
 
 
[THE]
[][][][][][][][][COSTINGS][][][][][][][][][]
[][][][][][ARE][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][OUT][][][][][][][][]
[][][OF][][][][][][][]
[][][][][][][][][CONTROL][][][][][][][]
 
 
 
 
again
                   
Again
 
 

Lithograph Display (catchall)
 
 
#1
(numbers 1)
 
-
(through)
 
 
************#
(something)
 
 
 
                                                                                #
                                                                               #
                                                                              #
                                                                             #
                                                                            #
                                                                           #
                                                                          #
 
 
 
                           and advantage over
                 ..........
  pulverise
 
 
 
 
 
                                     a gone
                                     average
 
 
 
                     and chiselled till worn
 
 
 
#
 #
  #
   #
    #
     #
      #
       #
        #
 
                                           this again=======
 
 
 
      an average of the desert step removes collision and
abrogates into next move through the sloop and pull
that comes without the mercy so forsworn
this
is
the
next
move
 
 
 
                                         move
 
 
 
                                       move
 
 
—Nathan Anderson

Tuesday, May 2, 2023

ilker artiran, symbiosis

archtexture density, image by ilker artiran


symbiosis

he said I and that was enough for me the loudest scream burning performs to be himself badly his corpse head grins when the machine within is asked to share its contents he screams into the streets howling with terrible questions understands my hunger for the sand then great operators transforms me in the desert of the will for the intensified fall down to the hole the hours of the day repeating themselves the broken wounded face of the conflict that settled in my memory to be erased keep calling me in hertz slamming this window called me I was a hole that pours him to a non me from intertwined voices before entering into a determination about the rabbit hole equipped with a series of devices that turn into the human in the evacuation channels of instinct the scream that feeds this offal that I call me the murder expressing a will to be sacrificed seeks itself in me the numerical resurrection of the virus bounded by the fixed equations the destruction repeats itself in the revenge of this rabbit hole I see the data chunks collapse with the electric charge I spread through the day he was born and busy with being me in the white noise patterns of my own matter overwhelmed by the premature orgasm of my body is the data stream the second breath the second pulse that cuts out his history as an object it is a yellow neon broadcast behind the skin I know it was after founding a screw hole in the desert cave the encoded form density of the explosion like the wind finds the rock seduced to the thresholds and the fears that could not forget him in a pattern called me the fears that haunt him the seduced benzene derivative bad plastic steel raw concrete telos now forever this mechanical entity will grind them all to the sand to get angry and conquer he who believes in the tale that he will finally find himself knowing these things that I have never known sharpens the knife it was a metallic glow that pierced the mind through my body I have to sustain myself with this cut that cleans and glorifies I see heaps of terms linked together in the regular polyhedra crystals the humanizing castration of self division spreads itself into the wind giving up learning to swim to find himself in the synaptic overload of drowning the sleeping pains the wakefulness pains called me split into the tongues that will catch a taste that is me on his meat i turned into the hands that push me out of him who is still asleep I am sitting without me in the noise the digitized human disperses to the gaps in shifts with the scream that consumes this offal disintegrating with the fear the desire that drives him to the hive and to the work divided into the pulses running all around the body spread across the range and turning back from the rocks and grins at me I look at the grave that is my home with its stones carved in my toothache in the mirror he folds my identity looking with cold eyes to kill a yellow explosion it replicates itself until what is said and who said it got rotten the rabbit tail clouds for this tick tock extends the time it measures the knife is the same knife cutting across the body he the extension of this scheme is dead and he does not know yet a network of things that have no function other than trash frozen in the spasms says I that is building me within the mirror and this is me destroying myself in the mirror a manifold of the mouths attempting to say all at the same time blowing a wind a noise in the brain the cold eyes of the sand that imperative surrounds the world is a dead show I said slow down this rabbit hole that will break the logic engine eventually sending everything beyond whatever it is such a digital scream of the machine mouth with the machine tongue can be calculated and has been calculated I clung to the fish back of prisms I hexagons there my saturated face watching me rot in the offline mirror that diffuses a circular motion would be expected from the unconscious code depicting this otherwise possible chemical clouds cover the sky take the glare from his eyes creating the volumes black and white of it and celebrating the death between two mornings awakens to the bolts of information all day long he sees me in one of many angles of being me the desert multiplied by the paranoia wall the wall idea does one thing contains the softcore within I will forget this desert so it will not cover and ruin everything I brewed in the bible of my thoughts which is too technical for words this frozen noise as if indicating an obstacle in the formed structure after a symmetrical pain in my body the call came as a desert I would wake up and I would die in it like I will remove this veil code by code that will not open until my first voice I watched the only one symptom of life that is upside down with these eyes the receptive extensions of the self consciousness parasite of himself I died in a long winter and forgot which connections make the culture online in its breast where he crawls and expands in I was born into this image space spreading it I spread it grinds me to the universe till I fall anonymous points a finger at what I call me that casts itself as noise and I scream he does it at every point of being a desert I woke up to such a desert sticking to sticky body fluid I would die in the desert a hole dropping up and down in the urban decay forms of thoughts about everything from the dental cavities I get tingles that come out by rubbing his teeth he looks at his clock these tick tock echoes through his wires to end the day and sleep again to see the nightmare I dive into what makes it real at every point of being he will find big curtains hung to the ringing echo it is a bad fossil synthetic drug culture with the intent bronze throat spewing the laughter cold false and indifferent the human machine has tendencies like hitting the walls of the meat with the program called personality so I stay dead the deaths are invented by the endless labor pain of the universe recurring in the retching connections he has to cross the sprawling desert that turning off this light covering with the veil and replaces me as the eyes looking at myself with two blind dot darken everything to the sand that frightens me with understanding me starts to ring determined to create a world in this rabbit hole singularity he reached out between the death and the desert said he was enough for himself the temple of the culture of the corruption was expanding as I have a voice is a burning carbon fire that lights up is a hole made of sand and nothing else the desert that occurs through a calculable confusion the grinning faces are enough to be the mirror images of each other the gray matter scratches away from hole in a world of smoke architecture it covers the range until the synthesis of himself and his reflection is in my tongue the scream that appears is the schematic larva that knows how to die in all languages on his own account he gets involved in the form a non dispersed pile of sand shrinks and shrinks without knowing where it will arrive teeth are getting smaller to tame him like a desert would do I woke up in it I would die in a desert

oh me, image by ilker artiran

—ilker artiran

The Ritual of Glitch: Miron Tee and the Poetics of Visual Entropy, S.C. Hickman

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