CCCXI
(after Brian Birchall) obscurity & clarity being common
viewpoints relating to, & relating w/, the
invocating symbol, narrative & theme, about “-isms” & the hermeneutic “as,” or the kind
of truth time becomes through public relations, i.e. post-mortem, yet w/ composure,
composed, a “person” of “character,” flattered before flattened, each the penultimate
obscenity in the eyes of the other, like the
untrans latability of metaphor, virtue or the
politics of the self-made, all being correct but manifestly untrue, the way a stranger's
mind is always sleeping in yr head, setting
off dialectical melodramas whenever “the
thing” comes home to face the music.
(3.6.2023) CCCXIII rum days & the stink wafting in off
the trans atlantic garbage pile sets lice on
edge. scanning empty space for the detail that slipped away / like a footnote
marked “classified” blocking the shower grate. walls heave & groan w/ the weight of a sea straining to overpower / the
way a nation wrestles w/ its conscience. nights of crude symbolic melodrama leave you drained. unsure if the
counterattack has already begun or the tactical re treat has reached an impasse. amidst the smoke & fog of war / a leopard
creeps through underbrush in full view of the thermal-image duplicator. the scene is
ar ranged, a cruel mouth for a crueler month, a body undulating w/ microbic
life marked unsafe. well any moron can part
a sea in their sleep but only the true- of-heart show sympathy for the lice. how once on the fire-escape of a Harlem
ten ement a vision of William Blake
appeared & the blue hand of Shiva wringing a brown dishrag sky / if the
flesh-made-word is also a bombshelter / if a poem is an
ark against a savage tide (one savagery outdoes another) (for we had beauty on
our side). CCCXV to quote the eternal Madam
Wittgenstein, about that of which y’re bone ignorant, keep yr
trap shut. every night for an encore an airraid
siren. y’ve got to be a hard nut not to crack
on command, the way a hypnotist dredges up the
suggestion long-submerged & suddenly yr
running naked in the street, screaming IT’S THE END
OF THE WORLD to fanatical laughter from the carriage
trade. the visualisation of G.O.D. is nothing
but a disaster. have we supplanted ourselves in the
scheme of things? receipt of stolen property is
punishable by 10 years under section 188(1)(b) of the Crimes
Act 1900. unless y’re the state. well what good's
a voice w/ a soaked rag stuffed down yr throat
in the middle of the night? choked on a crumb from
the negotiating table, going hungry’s an inalienable
right. CCCXVI breathe. don't try to put yr thoughts
in order. yr doppelgänger's sitting on the steps intently observing yr exit rituals. “kunststruck,” you say, like an
annoying guest who plays the same partytrick twice. everything cld just as well be
expressed in silence, the way silence is. tonight
yr eyes are magnets, glitched inalienables, meaning “overly prone.” attachment to worldly things as opposed to
otherworldly “things.” as sure as there are ears on
a bat, for example, the potential for
mutiny even in the most withering compliance. a lifelong archipelago of missed
affects dot- dash-dot against the horizon, being that region in which timeliness
extinguishes itself. yr uninvited attentions wander
off whenever y’re not looking, or they aren’t & you only seem to be. on
one side Magellanic Clouds on the other a
smeared cataract indicates the view back is
still there over the next hill, where it promised
to be. CCCXVII Daniel Ellsberg died (+16.6.23) &
lately Ken Bolton has been moved to speak ill of dead
poets & the war dead keep adding-up like
bad coin in circumdubious Free World economy. pointless to compare the vocal range of who at the top-of-their-lungs scream
day & night to cries & whispers in a lost
submarine. portraits of unclarity deem us
incidental to mirrorworld subterfuge as a
combedback toupee or a scalpcollector’s grin reading
between eyelines & smeared toothpaste hello
beautiful! well today's another day & bells
& whistles & a hot wind blowing yr brains out in weather too heavy to think under
anyway though love's always a consolation if
you can afford it. CCCXIX solstice comes & the world has
moved on from social injustice BILLIONAIRE ENEMA LOST AT SEA trumps 500 DROWNED MEDITERRANEAN REFUGEES but Europe long before homo sapiens’ false start was already “civil ised” -- the long march of mis information's child & abortive coup
d’ états played on a carousel whose happy endings turn out unwell. tomorrow's
headline sez y’re
better off dead
/ but will that be
so comforting / then? —Louis
Armand